Friday, August 26, 2005

Cloak and Dagger...

This was one wild one right here people... i have no idea why but in this one i am with suren and maybe kumar(not sure) and we are going on some caper, don't ask me where and don't ask me why. now during the dream it was all pretty clear but now it's getting fuzzy so thought i should write as much down as I could remember. Now we are trying to get into this building and somehow we manage to get in, but suddenly run into some serious sci fi technology right here. THere are these very thin tentacles with red lights at the end that wave around and detect heat signatures (intruders you see). Of course our hero Suren came up with his own anti detection devices. From his clothing there popped up these floating devices that places themselves in front of each sensor and kept spraying and icy cold liquid (probably water) in front of them so they would not detect any heat! It was something right out of a sci fi movie I tell you! Beautiful stuff!! Anyway, we got past those buggers and somehow found ourselves outside again trying to get in from a second story window. Now I am definitely not afraid of heights but this part of the dream scared the hell outta me. Sorry but it is pretty hard to explain coz here is where things get fuzzy. We have to climb these scaffolding type structures but the scary thing was that they were not all connected...so we had to climb one real high, then leap onto another one quite a ways away. Those two heroes managed it each time but I was having a real tough time doing this for some reason.
As in all my other dreams, there is no ending to this one... sorry folks but stay tuned!! :)

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Stop chasing me!!!!!

Damn avi, now that you mention me being chased all the time, it's happening more and more!!
This time I was back in my old building in Bombay. Not sure how many of you have been to Bandra, in Bombay. Pali Hill to be specific. Anyway, there was some vague beginning that I can't remember. I find myself on the top floor (4th floor haha) of the building at this small deli and all the guy has left are these dishes I have never heard of in my life. He kept pointing to something and saying something I couldn't understand. Chale how I khompf! So he decides to choose for me... he picks this slice of meat that I sure as hell could not recognize and starts to wrap it up in a piece of french bread. He then says, ok that will be 52 dollars. I said what the f*#k?? I sure as hell wasn't paying for that so I just turned and bolted down the stairs, without the sandwich I might add coz i didn't want it. Why should I fuckin pay for it??
I am jumping down 6-9 stairs at a time and I see the whole bloody building chasing after me down these stairs. I manage to get out onto the main road and dodge into the next lane. See, if you go along the main road on Pali Hill and you want to come to my building you enter the gate and go down this steep lane heading to my building. Now net door there is a similar lane but less steep and more winding, sort of like an 'S' shape lane. But instead of leading me to the building it just drops off into the forest (which isn't there of course). I am now laying down on the edge of the road trying to stay out of sight... but this little punk ass kid spots me and yells out to the others. I just let go and start sliding down into the forest. The sliding was pretty cool...for a jungle floor it was pretty smooth sailing.
I woke up at this point... damn alarm!! hehe

I would really love to know why I am being chased so much in my dreams goddamit! Any ideas people?? No silliness you hyea???

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

I'm Flying...and Soaring...

Hey...You know you remember your dreams if you're not sleeping deep right.? Well.. I was flying for like FOURTEEN HOURS ... total...and I practically forced myself to KIND OF Sleep the whole way...and I had these really weird dreams all the way!!!!

I felt like I was on a bird and then i was touching the clouds...and then all of a sudden i got my own wings and I started to fly all around the place...but then something happened...and i fell .. BANG and hit my head ... then i went blank (in the dream) and the next thing I know I'm at the beginning of this crazy adventure thing where I have to get past all these things....something like the Legend of the Hidden Temple...and I was looking for this device...i think it was something like a key ... but im not sure...so i finally get that thing...and im completely drenched and muddy and gluey and icky and god knows what else you want to call it....and then when i touch the device it all vanishes and im on this magic carpet or something...and there's someone next to me.. and then ... I WAKE UP because the Air Hostess is asking me if I want to eat something... I mean COME ON!!!!

OK that was one part of the dream...there was loads...i can't remember most of it now...so if it comes back i'll post it up...but its weird...like i was flying in da plane..and my dream had to do with the literal flying...i wonder what the connection is!!!

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Super Hero......

Holy crap people!! i was spiderman in my dream last night... i did forget most of it but i do remember swinging around and climbing walls and shit. oh yeah, i was being chased by one real bad ass mofo and i did lose my powers so had to run and hide the old fashioned way. Can't remember much more than that, except that this took place in some warehouse/docking area at night. Pretty scary shit.....

Friday, August 19, 2005

What a beautiful animal...

Now that you mention it Avi, I do have alot of dreams where I am being chased by someone or something. I should do the chasing for a change goddamit! Had another dream last night... I was back in boarding school playing basketball or football or something with the boys. A little more info on our boarding school (hope i didn't mention this earlier or will just be repeating myself). As you guys know, it was in the Himalayas, away from the town, surrounded by forest. Basically you just have to walk for 10 minutes in any direction and you will be smack dab in the jungle. Now, this field we played on is right next to the swimming pool. At the edge of both the field and swimming pool is a drop into the jungle. You definitely don't want to fall down there people. Now on the other side of the pool, there are stairs going up to another smaller pool, for the kids.

Ok, now back to the dream. While playing, somebody kicked the ball into the smaller pool, which was empty at the time. I basically had to go round the larger pool, up the stairs and into the smaller pool. Now of course the fellas can't see me so they are unaware of what's going on. I get into the smaller swimming pool and grab the ball. Oh one more thing... there were a shit load of towels just hanging at the edge of the small pool so you can't see past the edge. I'm about to climb out when i see this silhouette of one big ass cat! Sure enough, it was a damn tiger! It could not see me as yet coz of the towels but it sure could sense I was there. I was shit scared man... not usually scared much in my dreams but I was this time. Finally it's head popped under the towel and stared right at me. Whoooo baby was I shitting big lumps all over the place! For some reason it couldn't come down to me so it kept pacing around the pool. I knew eventually that sucker was gonna jump right in so I had to do something... so I threw the ball into the jungle hoping it would serve as a decoy or something and it worked! The tiger made a move for it and I scrambled up the ladder out of the pool... I have a feeling things didn't work out so well coz I woke up at that moment.....hehe

Next thing I know I am at a basketball game watching Jordan and co jamming away... but that's another story.....:)

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

I'm back.....

What funky dreams i had last night people! The first was close to being a nightmare but i can't remember some details of it already. It took place in my house actually. Shit, I can't remember most of it. All i can remember is that there were a group of really disfigured people after me. There was this one fellas who had sort of another face sticking out of his neck. Something out of "Alien Resurrection" (the scene where the show the previous failed cloning attempts). Anyway, let's just move on shall we?
The second dream was most definitely a sci fi dream. (I love these ones!)Seemed more like a sci fi video game actually. I was in this fighter jet/ship whatever in space smack dab in the middle of a galactic war. It seemed there were very few of us and hundreds of enemy alien ships. I was just goin wild firing at anything and everything in sight. I realized I was running out of bullets so of course the logical step was to do what we do in video games right? I find myself in another "room"/"galaxy" or whatever with nothing but bullet magazines floating around... all i had to do was fly around as fast as I could and collect as many as i could. You guys know what i'm talkin about right? Sort of like a bonus round or something. Anyway, after stocking up, I find myself back in the thick of things and just start goin wild and blowing shit up. The different types of spaceships i saw were amazing people! I mean I can't even describe most of them. Eventually my spaceship got blown up by what seemed like a female alien so I find myself falling in space with my "machine gun" in hand and still firing away.
I woke up after that... sorry people. Part 2 to follow....:)

Thursday, August 11, 2005

If you tell a dream...

It won't come true....That's what they say! How true is it?? Does it matter?? LOL.

Some dreams...just can't be expressed by simple words...they have this .. magic in them....which keeps them better in imagination...and perhaps...better understood by the dreamer...

I donno...the past couple of days have been pretty hazy ... and within the short span of time I gather some sleep...in the past few days...I've had three recollectible dreams each night...(Who knows if dreams have patterns???) One NIGHTMARE, One dream (Ok this one's weird...been having the EXACT same dream for the past 8 months...but its a nice dream .. so lets leave it alone) and then...A NICE dream...which makes me feel good and keeps me all optimistic to live through the rotten day ahead.... I think the last is the nicest to talk about...

I remember vaguely, just some random things...like me laughing till my stomach hurts, laughing at myself or an inside joke, or even for no reason at all....lying in bed (while im not alseep in my dream!!!), listening to the rain outside....Swingin' on swings while the sun rises....realizing how someone misses me, getting hugs from people i care alot about....doing nothing...and hey this one's nice...meeting random cute people...!!! Who smile back at me!!!

And each time I wake up from these dreams, I kinda realize that a have a few more hours to sleep...that's the best thing ever...to wake up after a beautiful dream...only to go back to sleep...to dream another dream....Because until we're in the world of dreams...we're running away from the harsh realities of life......

Thursday, August 04, 2005

tried to stop dreaming...

I dont know guys...the last few nights have been hard. After Monday's incident, I have been trying to force myself not to dream about it or think about it...I've been thinking, Damn...I hope I dont dream of it...but what happenned was everytime I woke up at night to turn or whatever...my brain keeps saying ...ok dont dream of it...dont see that pic in your mind..dont...dont...dont!! But what happens? Just because I am trying so hard NOT to dream it or see it in my mind's eye...i keep seeing it. That was Monday and Tuesday night. Last night was better. I slept good cos I was tired from lack of sleep. Its passing though...i dont think so much of it anymore...but every morning when I pass by on the Ala Wai...i still think of it. Luckily though...that street is not my daily route to work!! I guess in time I will forget about it...but how do you completely forget something so traumatic...it even comes up in your dreams???