Thursday, June 23, 2005

Death

A couple of nights ago, I had a pretty heavy dream. Even during the day after I woke up I went back to it a couple of times, which I seldom do.

A good friend of mine, someone I've known for a long time, died in my dream. All the characters in the dreams were of current age, and this person was/is under 30, so still relatively young. However, he died, in the dream, almost unexpectedly. I don't remember how, but I think it was from some illness.

And all I remember was that in the dream instead of feeling sad for losing a friend or compassion for his family, I had a heavy feeling of guilt, so intense that it was weighing me down.

1 comment:

Indo Dreamin' said...

People getting shot and now a friend dies!!?? Tell me it wasnt me dawg!

Bro, I had a dream last night where i arrived at a big sindhi sangeet pasty in a suit and wearing 2 different shoes. Like totally different, nothing i would ever wear in real life. But i didnt give a fuck for some reason and I went in. Then all of a sudden I felt self concious during the party. So I woke up this morning and wore my bright red boxer shorts.